katherine (selfapologies) wrote,
katherine
selfapologies

I'm sick and tired of occasionally feeling obligated to call people I'm not friends with anymore because we used to be friends
I'm sick and tired of
liars.
cheats.
fakeness.
life.
working.
falling
.....
and......
falling.
people
newness.
getting older.
.......


My birthday is coming up I've never been less excited in my entire life.
big deal
i'll get fucked up ... and wake up feeling like shit the next day
nothing will be different
nothing will be better
nothing will be worse
It's ironic that right now everything in my life is technically good.
I've never been more satisfied knowing that I am truly and forever
out of a relationship that was fucked up to begin with and never should
have gotten where it did
I'm thrilled with not caring anymore and knowing that I'm better than all that
I love hanging out with tthe people that i have been lately
there's one person
though
he
is
going
to
break
my
heart
and
then
s h a t t e r

the
p i e c e s
and probably throw them on I 4 like he did when his bong broke
but i can't help that
he has no cell phone so getting a hold of him is ridiculous
he's no good for me
in fact when we hang out I get into things I try to do only in moderation
which as we all know can often be impossible.
TODAY
I was reading my "friends" page and I was thinking about how intresting it would be to get all the people I have quoted as friends and that have me marked the same, into a room and all hang out .. and stuff I think it would be strange...

anyway for those of you who care in anyway shape or form
my birthday is april 23, and there will be a large party probabley a keg party
you know my number. call me


katherine
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you should probably hang out with rad dudes. ones with red mohawks who are badass. who are also named cavan... or something along those lines.
whatcha want for your bday??????????
My birthday is the 19th! And damn girl, it's been forever since the good drunk days of the summer! We should catch up sometime, and stay away from the assholes!